Friday afternoon, nearly the end of the year, here I am
sitting alone in my parents’ house. The thunder is actually growling out there and
the sky is dark, somehow I am not afraid but very much excited. I know, I love
rain very much, no matter what. J
In just about 4 days we will be in 2013. Amazing! I just
felt like “Oh Dear, seemed like I just set my targets few months back!” Yeah, that is exactly how most people would
feel. Feel like haven’t done many things through-out the years, not accomplishing
enough what were targeted, many plans weren’t exactly executed, etc. If you ask me, I would say, I have
accomplished 90%of my 2012 targets. Oh WOW! Yeah, I didn’t realize it until I opened
my file this noon. I guess, I am quite proud of myself for this year! J *patting myself! Yeay…
Now, so many things happened during 2012, the good things
and bad things, happy moments and sad moments, having new friends and losing
friends, new born babies and losing my loved one forever, parties and funeral, receiving goods and
losing goods, giving and taking, emotional moments and etc., those events will
not be enough to be written here. They made me who I am today. They helped me
to grow, to mold me into (hopefully) a better person. The biggest lesson I
learned in 2012 is to forgive. I learn to forgive those who have hurt me, and
also moreover, I learn to forgive myself. The latter is the hardest for me, but hey, I
learn, step by step though.
Sum of the year 2012? I am proud of myself for accomplishing
many things, whether planned or unplanned, and now I know, when we focus our
mind and heart to what we dreamed of, we really can accomplish it. Prove it
yourself! J
So, what’s next?! I know my next steps and targets, how
about you? Let’s make our dreams come true.
