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Sum of Year 2012



Friday afternoon, nearly the end of the year, here I am sitting alone in my parents’ house. The thunder is actually growling out there and the sky is dark, somehow I am not afraid but very much excited. I know, I love rain very much, no matter what. J


In just about 4 days we will be in 2013. Amazing! I just felt like “Oh Dear, seemed like I just set my targets few months back!”  Yeah, that is exactly how most people would feel. Feel like haven’t done many things through-out the years, not accomplishing enough what were targeted, many plans weren’t exactly executed, etc.  If you ask me, I would say, I have accomplished 90%of my 2012 targets. Oh WOW! Yeah, I didn’t realize it until I opened my file this noon. I guess, I am quite proud of myself for this year! J *patting myself! Yeay…

Now, so many things happened during 2012, the good things and bad things, happy moments and sad moments, having new friends and losing friends, new born babies and losing my loved one forever,  parties and funeral, receiving goods and losing goods, giving and taking, emotional moments and etc., those events will not be enough to be written here. They made me who I am today. They helped me to grow, to mold me into (hopefully) a better person. The biggest lesson I learned in 2012 is to forgive. I learn to forgive those who have hurt me, and also moreover, I learn to forgive myself.  The latter is the hardest for me, but hey, I learn, step by step though.

Sum of the year 2012? I am proud of myself for accomplishing many things, whether planned or unplanned, and now I know, when we focus our mind and heart to what we dreamed of, we really can accomplish it. Prove it yourself! J

So, what’s next?! I know my next steps and targets, how about you? Let’s make our dreams come true.


picture from here


Hey Kamu Disana

Hey kamu disana...
Berapa lama lagikah kuharus menunggu?
Tak inginkah kau membebaskanku?
Membebaskan aku dari sepi,
Sepi di hati.

Hey kamu disana..
Berapa lama lagikah kuharus menunggu?
Datanglah segera, lama sudah kunanti dirimu
Dekap aku dalam pelukanmu
Hangatkan jiwaku

Hey kamu disana..
Dengarlah jeritan hatiku,
Merindukan indahnya dunia
Ah, kekasih, datanglah segera

Bawalah senyum indahmu
Kunci hatiku...

~tulisan ini terinspirasi oleh foto seorang kenalan..

Nothing much…



Today, nothing much happened, but somehow I feel happy and grateful. Today I went to hang around with my complete family; my dad, my mom, my sister and my brother. We didn’t do many things, but feels that this moment was so precious. Really, thank you, Lord.

  

When life gives you lemon


When life gives you lemon, what do you do?  I seek ice cubes, make a pot of tea, bring my novels and find the best spot to sit and read them.  How about you?



Hahaha, that's my ideal answer, would love to do that when I can later on. So far,  I always get mixed up feelings and most of all get panic attacks and imagining the worst of all things which can happen. Oh Dear, it does take time to understand and enjoying life as is....

However, through times We learn to live our life to the very best and work things the best we can, yet not forgetting that we are not the director of our grand life. Life is not easy, but we still can enjoy it no matter what, depends on how we see them; as a curse or a gift. 


Hmmm...

Well, after a while not posting anything on this blog, I think I'll make my post quite simple today. I've been busy at work, several times working overtime and yeap still managed to have fun with all my friends though...:)

After office hours hangout and movies of course! Did manage to watch THE AVENGERS, which was quite entertaining. So, recently I just realized I haven't done one of my hobby lately, which is desserts hunting. Hahahaha...*always about food, is it?*

I am currently craving for a tasty Rainbow Cake, Peach Tea and madly craving for Ben & Jerry's Ice Cream.....







Well, apart from my cravings, I wanna share that few weeks back, I had great short weekend getaway with my college friends, let just say to celebrate our 10 years of friendships. Ow....It was amazing to have them together all at once, felt like back on those styuding years. Hahaha..

I had also recently managed to spend mote time with my family and really enjoyed them very much, although what we did was not extraordinary at all. Quality time with family is just great and would love to have it more often. I have to thanked God for this opportunities.

So, what's next? I need to do something about my hair...thinking of adding more curls to it..hehehe..


Missing You, Girl!

There is one girl I miss so much at the very moment....



I know I hurt her so much...though time for us was short, I thanked Lord for knowing her...



She made me laugh, and talked so many things, night and day....how clumsy we could be...how 'heboh" we could be...



How she wanted to hit someone who had hurt me...How she wished to be next to me just to hug me when I was down..



How I felt comfortable and open when I was with her.....She made me happy....



She's a loveable, adorable and amazing girl.....

Really miss you, girl.....

XOXO





Road Taken

Sometimes when I pass a road in a city...




The good memories come...make me smile...



But sometimes, the bad and sad memories come along too...



Making me hardly wanting to pass the same road again, ever....



Avoiding the pain which comes along with the memories....



How long shall I run? A day? A month? A year? Forever?



No....Not Forever...!



Overcome the fear....face the reality...



Gather the strength and walk pass the roads again..



.........and so I find His magical wonders in life, always.


Life is to be travelled once, forward, no back down...no regret!
































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