Missing You, Girl!

There is one girl I miss so much at the very moment....

I know I hurt her so much...though time for us was short, I thanked Lord for knowing her...

She made me laugh, and talked so many things, night and day....how clumsy we could be...how 'heboh" we could be...

How she wanted to hit someone who had hurt me...How she wished to be next to me just to hug me when I was down..

How I felt comfortable and open when I was with her.....She made me happy....

She's a loveable, adorable and amazing girl.....

Really miss you, girl.....

XOXO

Road Taken

Sometimes when I pass a road in a city...

The good memories come...make me smile...

But sometimes, the bad and sad memories come along too...

Making me hardly wanting to pass the same road again, ever....

Avoiding the pain which comes along with the memories....

How long shall I run? A day? A month? A year? Forever?

No....Not Forever...!

Overcome the fear....face the reality...

Gather the strength and walk pass the roads again..

.........and so I find His magical wonders in life, always.

Life is to be travelled once, forward, no back down...no regret!

Ready To Love Again- Lady Antebellum Lyrics

Year End 2011

As this is already middle of November 2011, it comes one of my favorite seasons, Christmas and Year End. Yeayyy!

So, let see, as most people do, they have a list of things, targets or achievements that they wanted to do during the year 2011. This usually being set up in beginning of the year, so this year end will be the time to evaluate and see what has happened until the last day. Was it on track, off track, off focus or even none achieved? Oh wow, very much interesting isn’t it?

I am one of those people, btw. So, in November 2011, 1 more month to go, time to speed up. Let’s open the list book again and see how far I have gone this year.



So, where are you currently? Have you achieved many things on the list or in fact the list shifted and none achieve? Well, whatever the result of the evaluation right now, keep working on it. Come on! You still have 1 more month to go..:) keep the spirit high!

Happy Birthday My Beloved Grandma….:)

Nenek saya merayakan ulang tahun ke-81 nya tanggal 17 September 2011 kemarin. Beliau sendiri yang menelepon saya untuk menghadiri acara makan dan kumpul bersama di tanggal tersebut. Hahaha..iya, saya bukan cucu yang berbakti tampaknya, karena saya sudah lama tidak berkunjung ke rumah Beliau, jadilah ditelpon langsung..huehehehehehehehe….Menyenangkan rasanya berkumpul kembali bersama seluruh keluarga, meskipun banyak juga yang tidak hadir….Akh, beneran, setelah sekian lama gak ketemu sodara-sodara yang super banyak jumlahnya..saya bener-bener senang..apalagi bisa ketemu sodara, sepupu favorite dan ponakan-ponakan yang lucu bin seru dan menyenangkan sekali…Terima kasih Tuhan atas keluarga yang begitu baik dan super banyak…J

Sedikit cerita tentang nenek saya ini, hmmm..Beliau adalah wanita kuat, keras dan berani, itu yang saya rasakan sebagai cucunya. Beliau juga pernah bilang gini sama saya: “Kalau lagi di mobil, jalan-jalan, jangan tidur,mendingan perhatiin jalan, biar kamu liat pemandangan dan bisa tau jalan.” Dan sejujurnya sampai sekarang nasihat itu saya lakukan loh…saya jarang sekali tidur di mobil kecuali sudah berulang kali melewati jalan tersebut, atau terlalu lelah. Ada banyak nasihat lainnya, tapi nenek saya ini selalu memberikan 1 pesan tersirat, “jadi orang itu harus berani, jangan penakut”. Gitu aja! Kawan, kalau beliau sudah bolak balik masuk UGD, ruang rawat khusus Cardiac, dan RS karena sakit jantung dan sampai skr masih bisa jalan-jalan (dgn kursi roda sih), jelas lah saya salut sama ketahanannya dalam hidup ini! Belum lagi kalau dengar ceritanya ketika jaman perang dulu, lari-lari menyelamatkan diri dari Belanda, trs jaman susah beras, dan lain-lain, hebatlah pokoknya…! Takjub dengan daya tahannya! :D Semoga saya bisa mencontoh keberaniannya ya…

Selamat Ulang Tahun Ema! Semoga selalu diberikan yang terbaik!